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Yeah I havent fucking updated, because I've been drowning in vodka and in my own misery. I lost this amazing woman, perhaps you've heard of her? Her name is Kate, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) kate_hudson, and she lit up my life. Women suck. She changed her mind about something, she was happy one day and the next day she was on a plane to Paris and had forgotten about me.
I read her journal, and I made my decision. I'm leaving L.A. tonight, hopping on a plane and going to Venice (where she is now) and I'm finding her.
I cannot lose her.
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[28 Apr 2002|06:21pm] |
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Kate, what the hell do you want from me? I mean, I'm trying my fuckin hardest! Do something to help me out here, and quit bitching about how difficult this is for you. It's as hard for me
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I'm glad Kate had a great weekend. That was the plan. We went away to a cozy little place by the beach. All to ourselves. Celebrated her birthday and then the other holiday (that being 4-20 lol)...
She's amazing.
I love you Kate!
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tomorrow is Kate's bday. I'm taking her away to the beach for the weekend. Our own private little area, for whatever she wants. After all it is HER bday!
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[16 Apr 2002|05:21pm] |
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I took Kate to the beach today. We had a quaint little picnic that we both sorta 50-50 set up. Wine, grapes, etc. Very couple like, very romantic.
I'm not usually a romantic guy but something about Kate makes me turn into some modern day Shakespearian Hero guy!
Anyway, it was great, because I love the beach, Kate loves the beach, and the day was perfect!
Now, we're back at my house, she's getting ready to hit the shower (I'll be joining her once I'm done!).
On that note... I think I'll be hitting the showers!
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[15 Apr 2002|07:28pm] |
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I cant believe that woman is mine. She is everything I imagined and more. She is my utopia.
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The past few days have been heaven. I have been spending every spare moment with KATE and I'm in a such a good mood...
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Kate has made me so happy. I truly enjoy being with her, in all senses of the word!
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Wow. Today was amazing, the weather was gorgeous! I spent a lot of the day outside, reading the paper and then resting. I wrote some lyrics though I dont know what's going to become of them. It's really frustrating that Stabbing Westward is no longer. I mean, you give something YEARS of your life. GrrRRRrr...
Anyway, I took a short nap and then woke up refreshed. I wanted to see Kate. I had a dream about her (and no, it was NOT a wet dream!).
I'm heading over to see her soon. I cannot wait to see her beautiful face!
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[08 Apr 2002|09:21pm] |
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There's so much I want to say about Kate. How truly wonderful she is. How beautiful, talented, understanding, intelligent, genuine, humourous, witty, etc. etc. etc. She's amazing and I'm truly blessed to have found her.
Look at how beautiful that woman is. I hope that good comes of this. I really do.
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[08 Apr 2002|09:23am] |
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Last night was amazing. Kate is truly a wonderful, beautiful, amazing person. I can't stop using adjectives.
We just went out for dinner... Pasta... we had a little bit of wine. We were going to go to the movies but that didnt work out (we wanted to see Panic Room but it was sold out). So we took a walk on the beach instead.
We ended up talking for hours on that beach. We talked about our old marriages. We talked about other old relationships and our careers. We talked about what makes us happy, what makes us sad, what turns us on. It was so great. I mean, I truly feel like we connected in ways that I havent ever connected with anyone before.
I can't wait to see her again. She's amazing!
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[07 Apr 2002|05:10pm] |
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Hey all... I just found out about this site from a friend I met this weekend. So I thought I'd give it a shot.
This weekend I went out not expecting very much. Instead I met the most amazing girl. Her name is Kate (she's the one who told me about Livejournal). She's just gorgeous. I dont know whats going to happen between us, but we will just have to wait and see.
Other than that, my weekend has been completely ordinary. Yesterday morning I spent almost an hour staring at my fish tank. I'm completely in love with watching fish swim. I think it comes from the fact that I surf, but either way, I love it. They are just so incredibly peaceful. Mine are beautiful. I have a huge fish tank and then I have a couple random little ones with Beta in them. I actually have one right next to my computer, and it's a beauty. It's blue with a few purplish stripes. His name is Arthur.
I need to give up smoking.
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